Vesper Bell - Angry Little Storm Cloud Lyrics

As a kid I was grumpy and stormy
I never grew out of it, I'm still a little shit
I'm scared and fragile, but firey and angry
I don't think I'm normal, what's wrong with me?
I'm so sad, I'm such a mess, I'm a little dark storm cloud, Won't turn my frown upside down
I'm an angry little nightmare
Spreading bad vibes everywhere
I'm pretty f*cking hectic, and a tiny bit pathetic
Just ignore my endless crying
It won't stop, don't bother trying
Beware my dark shadow
Sorry if it sticks to you, it's magnetic
I can't help it, I'm contagious
I know my mood's outrageous
Im over-apologetic
Sorry I can't help it
I was fed up with life at five
Didn't see the point in being alive
No dream of a future, I was uninspired
Just wanted to grow up so I could retire
I'm bitter and rotten
I want a hug, just don't touch me
I'm angry Im alone, get away from me
Im hurt and hateful but don't try to fix me
I bitch and moan
I hate being grown
I'm so sad, I'm such a mess, I'm a little dark storm cloud, Won't turn my frown upside down
I'm an angry little nightmare
Spreading bad vibes everywhere
I'm pretty f*cking hectic, and a tiny bit pathetic
Just ignore my endless crying
It won't stop, don't bother trying
I'm stubborn as f*ck
Comfy in my misery
I think it suits me well
Being a troubled mystery
I got stuck at age seven
When I became a mini heathen
My therapist says nothings wrong with me
I just got played, like cards against humanity
Pick the most f*cked up situation you can
Well that was me, I was raised by Satan
I never grew up, it's not my fault
The sins were swirling in my vault
I brought them out to play recently
It's f*cking Armageddon of indecency
So if I have a bit of a chip on my shoulder
It's from being hacked by a f*cking axe,
Another brutal swing, another year older
I'm so sad, I'm such a mess, I'm a little dark storm cloud, Won't turn my frown upside down
I'm an angry little nightmare
Spreading bad vibes everywhere
I'm pretty f*cking hectic, and a tiny bit pathetic
Just ignore my endless crying
It won't stop, don't bother trying
But really, I had it hard in childhood
I didn't learn what's kind or good
Just deprived of care and connection
Dosed with daily abuse and rejection
My heart bleeds, broken apart
I'd say more but don't know where to start
I'm like a child, wanting to be seen
Nurture and protection was my only dream
But that's not what I got
I got forgotten a lot
And there was much worse
But there's no room in this verse
I was an angel, but now Im not
The flames of hell made me sizzling hot
Not in a good way, Im just untouchable
Scorched, burning with rage and trouble
Come closer if you dare
I'll pretend not to care
This angry little nightmare
Just wants some love and care