Upa! - cURSED Lyrics

Thought I felt okay and thought I felt alright
It's in my body and its in my mind
You said you're seeing death
And you're seeing the fine lines
And if we keep on going
I don't know If we'll have time
You kind of feel like I'm ending it
Feels like your using me
Feels like I'm tired of peace
I might go and cop a piece
I feel like I'm wasting it
It's not the quite same as you said
I'm bleeding straight from the head
Please call an ambulance
I think I need to get some new friends
I'm planning on burning these ends
Why can't I get some rest
And my head is feeling so messed
Since it worked I feel like I'm dead
I feel like I'm f*cking cursed
Why did I do the deal
Why did it make it worse
There's something that just died
And I can't repress
And I told you one time before
But you know I'm feeling blessed
Always feel so high
Just after I felt stressed
You know I didn't work through shit
I just avoided it
And they wanted to know
Just how I was in the time before
The time before
And they felt so loved
But you know my feelings were just at the door
Just at the door
I'm telling them
I don't know if the shoe fits or not
I don't know I'm in now
I can't describe
You know just what it was
And I'm going
Back to back to back
I fix it up
When this shit gets tough
But you know I don't care anymore
Back to back to life
That's just what it was
I figured out
I figured out what just feels right