I try, I fight
It's bruising, confusing
Inside my mind
You're looming, consuming
I'm hanging on real close to the edge
If I fall is it all gonna end
Even when I pretend till it's blacken'd out
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know
I don't know
She got me feeling sad
Driving me f*cking mad
Loosing it I'ma crash
Wasted like I'm f*cking trash
Got me scared, can't relax
Another moment, I'll relapse
Girl, you're all I wanna have
But I know it'll never last