I'll lay my cards on the table
I'll plant my feet on the floor
You didn't think I was able
But I'm not like before
It took time to break down
My skyscraper walls
I craved a shelter
But I'm not like before
Now I can take the dirt
And I can take the hurt I've grown
I learned too late it's not my fault
I know
That I can take the pain
And I can take the shame I hold
But it aint gonna weigh me down
Anymore
I know the dice were uneven
And you were playing to win
But I'm out of the game now
I'll no longer fall for it
You made me the joker
I made silence my friend
(It was) better to keep it quiet
Than to lose again
Now I can take the dirt
And I can take the hurt I've grown
I learned too late it's not my fault
(but now) I know
That I can take the pain
And I can take the shame I hold
But it aint gonna weigh me down
Anymore
Anymore anymore anymore
I'm not like before
I'm not like before
I'm not like before
I'm not like before
I'm not like
Now I can take the dirt
And I can take the hurt I've grown
I learned too late it's not my fault
(but now) I know
That I can take the pain
And I can take the shame I hold
But it aint gonna weigh me down
Anymore"