Tapón - 16 Lyrics

Yeah, yeah
At the age of 16, I was dreaming about the cream, but couldn't find my own means
Felt blind, couldn't see my own reality
They say time heals, but I've been hurting for a while
Takes a lot of work just to put a smile
At times I'm in denial, but times it's getting wild
And I still feel like a child, all my problems all compiled into one
I can't tell you I'm a proud son
My family don't know what to do with me because I turned into a bum
Nobody even knows where I'm coming from
I never felt safe as a child, man
I was never loved
Anxiety was taking over
People thought that I was done
Couldn't be around so many people
Felt like the cat had my tongue
Socially awkward, man
My life has just begun
Depressed at the age of 16, man
I wish that I could run
And just for fun, I'll write lines and never tell no one
Don't want to be number one
Just write to see if you can relate to some
I think I need a therapist, need to talk one-on-one
Don't want to talk about depression, feel like it's overdone
But I've been dealing with some shit I cannot overcome
I'm writing bars every day
Yeah, it's never whack
Staying up until the sundown like my name was Jack
And I know when I blow up, they're going to pray it back
Underappreciated, but I know my time will come
I still have times when I've been feeling numb
The beat was made by Tapn
But Nicholas is rapping
They both one they never disconnect
I feel a disconnect with the people that have slept on me
Cause I was only 16