I've got some brothers I swear to god I would bleed for them
I got some brothers I wouldn't consider friends
I've got brothers in other states that will rock your head
I've got brothers In my shed smoking crystal meth
See my homie called from the jail just to to show me love
Paranoia creeping on my shoulder I couldn't pick it up
I seen brother getting stabbed while he choked on blood
Probably the reason I stay relying on these open arms
Say she love me and she miss me when she hit my phone
Been four months since and I ain't moving on
All my homies on them xannies Gotta keep it strong
Carried weight since underage had my scales on
I need a bad bitch in designer just to give me brain
I'm needing Xanax just to live man this shits insane
Crushing drugs with razor blades man I'm not the same
Stashed guns and locked safes I'm off my face
F*ck this world cause baby girl I'll be needing you
People hate but they cannot see what we're going threw
We loved each other and now you staying with other dudes
I can't explain the amount of cones I've been punching threw
I miss my baby
I f*cked it up and now I think she hate me
We picture perfect
You see me working i've been drinking lately
I've lost my purpose
I close the curtains
These bitches crazy
Please come and save me
I miss you more and I need my baby
She got Bipolar or she f*cked In the head
Because she love me one minute
Then she hate me the next
One move ahead like chess
I can't handle these games
Cause In the mirror your the same
But In my eyes you've changed
And I can't look at your face
Cause you say that she miss me
She said I'm back on the drinking
My brain won't stop overthinking
Just leave me alone Brittany
She hold me down and we sinking
I gotta stack up a milli
I watch our love die quickly
I got the vibes going
It's f*cked we got our evil sides showing
She changing up got my mind blowing
I'm loosing my focus
27th chance I might blow it
48th blunt and I'm light smoking
You got me switching acting different when I see my mates
She pull me deeper I see the reaper he at my grave
I have visions of seven digits gotta get my pay
I talk to god but he don't listen when I wanna pray