I am not afraid
To finally disintegrate
I am not afraid
I am terrified
There is nothing to say
I'm done waiting for rain
I'm bound to this dried up land
Every time I
Ask myself why
I'm not in control
Rest assured I'll find
A steady state of mind
In embrace
I find strength in certainty
Because I know eventually
I'll feel the water on my skin
I am not afraid
To finally disintegrate
Why would I fear death
When life itself rejected me
I just need to rest
Before I lose the best of me
I am so afraid