Sshvdow - LIAR Lyrics

I been falling way
Out of love again and that's okay
Push myself today
To delete all shots of you
If there ever was a chance of running back I think its through
With the memories of everything i swallow pills to lose
Its a bad day
I wont listen to my friends and fall in last place
I envisioned she'd be living with me that's pain
I aint missing her I swear
Know I lie a lot and hide away its hard if you aint there

I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
Soul has been on fire
I'm in need to see you some
I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
Soul has been on fire
I'm in need to see you some

Its a poison attached to me and I'm fully aware
Its a choice I made happily and I never do care
We'd be toxic forever but at least I wont be lonely
Pathetic aint it how I need somebody to here hold me
Losing interest
In keeping a facade
Been a minute since you've gone
But the time is passing bout as fast as Lightning hits a rod
If you knew me better
You'd be well aware
That I'm lying through my teeth and still Push on without a care
Let that hurt pass
Wont last
That's what people say
Yet I been locked in the past
For so long I feel no pain
I cant get attached for fear of happiness getting snatched
My last relationship actually driving me to a place I wont come back

I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
Soul has been on fire
I'm in need to see you some
I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
Soul has been on fire
I'm in need to see you some
I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
Soul has been on fire
I'm in need to see you some
I would be a liar if i tell you I aint numb
But i cant live in the past
I wont look back where I'm from