Haven't felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentiaries
My high school experience started f*cking with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embedded in my head is thoughts of feeling
Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often
I get lost when I spit
Everything's dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad Christmas
Is this hell
Oh well
Im dismissive
Tell me
If I'm dreaming
Thats what Im wishing
I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that don't hate who
I am
I am
I am
S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I don't know what this has come to
S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I don't know what this has come to