How much time do I really have left
Hating the feeling of being the victim of theft
Running away from my eternal rest
To attempt my lyrical best at cleaning this hoarder's mess
Doing this shit with a whole lot less
Doing this shit with a sludge in my chest
Doing this shit to invest in the unexpressed
Some call it passion
I would say it's called being obsessed
There's somebody deep in the back of my head
Spying, denying, and wondering if this f*cker is better off dead
Mind is closing
Walls caving in
Life is attacking me from within
Telling me I'm nothing and made of sin
Vision and sanity are starting to spin
Angels and devils are killing to win
Mind is closing
Walls caving in
Life is attacking me from within
Telling me I'm nothing and made of sin
Vision and sanity are starting to spin
Angels and devils are killing to win
I'm just going crazy
I'm just going crazy
I'm just going crazy
How often do you think about death
One day there won't even be a thought of you left
One way tickets to nothingness
One way stops to punishments
One way in and one way out
No you just don't f*cking get it
Matthew I don't know what you're talking about
Derealization
Annihilation
Seeing the world in lines and in hallucinations
Wires melt apart
Suffer complications
Harsh isolation
Mind is flying, dying
Watch it go racing
Who wants to see a perfectly normal human being
Watch his mind unravel
All by the seams
Thinking everything around him's fake and nothing but a dream
Putting up walls
Reaching mountain tall
So y'all can stay the f*ck away from me
Hello
My mind has turned into fight mode
Turning fear into waves of ammo
Don't blink
Think, wait until this moment has nowhere to go but sink
Learning my lessons in the in-between
Learning that things aren't as simple as they seem
What if my reality's, nothing but a dream
I mean uh
Where the f*ck did you get all this wisdom
I got it from eating the brains of my victims after I killed em
Haha aw
How often do you think about death
One day there won't even be a thought of you left
One way tickets to nothingness
One way stops to punishments
One way in and one way out