Yeah it's a cold world
I don't think that's news
But I'm feelin' a little warmer cuddling up with you
Posted up counting blessings like
What did I do, to deserve the good life
Yeah it's dynamite dude
But whats goin' on outside for real
I been f*cked up, making efforts to heal
The destruction has a stronger appeal
When I'm triggered by the whole stress factory mill
Bout to relapse and I'm ill
Retractin' downhill
Had a system in place
What a tragic ordeal
Not tryna be selfish but I'm only myself
Gotta take responsibility to make sure I'm well
Cause if I'm not me
Then you don't got me
All you gots a product of PTSD
I was doing really good for a minute, you seen
Feel a little backtracked, but okay we'll be
I hold strong, can't give up now
I gotta higher self I gotta hit up now
I can't stand the fact that I'm f*ckin shit up now
Done came so far
Done make you proud
But I'm aight though, least I'd like to believe
Whatever the f*ck to say to reset how I think
Life will follow suite, so I gotta perceive
And manifest truth when it's just us three
Cause we be
Together all the time
Feel like I'm only tethered by a twine
And I wanna, give you an awesome life
Baby girl I'm caught up my mind
Oh yeah oh yeah
But really whats new
Either way I really love you
Don't know what I really must do
Just hold me close and I'll hold you
A weird part of me feels like we'll be okay
Maybe that's temporary, and will change someday
But right just thankful for what we got
I can look out the window and see that people do not
Have love like this
A roof like this
Trust like this
A you like this
I like that I'm the dude that you might kiss
You're really one of the few who know who spike is
I'm, not my best self currently love
My coping mechanisms are a little bit f*cked
But I can hold you tight and hope you can trust
That you're my whole sunshine, and I hope I'm enough
For you, because I know that you carry a load
That sometimes gotcha feelin' like you're gonna explode
Some days I don't know if I can help with it yo
But I'm excited like a puppy when, when you get home
And we be
Together all the time
Feel like I'm only tethered by a twine
And I wanna, give you an awesome life
Baby girl I'm caught up my mind
Oh yeah oh yeah
But really whats new
Either way I really love you
Don't know what I really must do
Just hold me close and I'll hold you