Soulmirror - What You Hate Lyrics

Helpless, addicted
Weak and complicit
Dopamine restricted
You've become used to it
Who is that stranger
Come out and answer
He says he's a friend
Then why let me burn
Engulfed in the flame
It scars my face
Have you seen a different man?
Does anyone miss him?
I'm Staggering forward
To get back home
This house you once knew
Collapsed on its own
He's solemn and dead
Waste away his years instead
Who knew
What went through his head
You've come to see
Another leech
Feeding on its victim
You can't run
Marked to be the cursed one
There will be
Nothing left
Just try to forget
What it's
Like to be sober
Why live in the pain
When it's better in a daze
A euphoric sense of state
As your body starts to sway
The days fade away
What will they think, their own damn son
Gave his life but no one said a thing
What could they've done to save him?
Would you have stopped to listen?
I am so close
I am so close
An altered state
I know I can't stay
Can't stay away
From your pretty face
Intoxicate
Disillusioned
I'm sedated
Going through motions
While you have convulsions
Out of body
Self discernment
Our love is tragic
Give me my life back
Forget
What it's
Like to be sober
Why live in the pain
When it's better in a daze
A Euphoric sense of state
As your body starts to sway
The days fade away
Helpless, addicted
Weak and complicit
Dopamine restricted
You've become used to it
Who is that stranger
Come out and answer
He says he's a friend
Then why let me burn
The blood rots in your veins
Your mind has gone astray
Deal with the pain
Instead of always running away
Life has lost its daily bread
Curse thy name instead
A hallowed man
With his head down low
In a world where death is kind to those
Who hide their face
With the feeling of shame
Hate and disgrace
Forget
What it's
Like to be sober
Why live in the pain
When it's better in a daze
A euphoric sense of state,
As your body starts to sway
The days fade away
He's solemn and dead
He'd rather waste his life instead
How long does it take
To become
What you hate
Despair takes her place
Helpless to the lace
In the trance of your gaze
I dance with myself
A euphoric sense of state
And I can't get away
Is this truly my fate