Standing down; falling in
And I can't keep a grip on times I've lived
And if the world is just a state of mind
Then I sank into a world where your imagination just died
I know you girl, and you don't want me
I know that I could never be
The spirit you found in me
Girl how could you trust my words
When you know the familiar lies
'Cause you're a smart girl, and you should know to never
Leave your heart, girl here in shaky hands
Our good times came to an end
So spark another and then
Escape it, heart is breaking, left forsaken once again
'Cause even though I loved you, you know I'll leave you behind
'Cause you left me first, yeah you left me here girl
Wondering, will there ever be another time
I'm a story on the pages in between
I've got no glory nor hope not sanity
I'm burning with fever; I'm dying inside
I'm not a believer 'cause I got my pride
I'm excused, I can go outside and play now
And I'm amused, how quickly going by the days are
Old man with a vacant state, just sitting in his rocking chair
And as he does he wonders where he left his days
Just couldn't get a grip; just couldn't deal with it