Silas Armstrong - I'm Not Ok Lyrics

What would you say if I told you the truth
It's not all as good as it looks
It's heavy my brother you're judging the cover Without reading the book
What would you say if somebody asked you
Are you ok? I'm ok, we're ok
But the truth is much darker, I don't want to argue Just tell me you want me to stay

Down on my luck I've been running in circles again
Chasing these demons I can't seem to make go away
Round and a round 'til my face hits the ground I'm ashamed
I can't find the words I want you to know I'm not Ok

I'm not ok, I'm not ok, I'm just getting by

I know that it's hard though my put on bravado deflects all the pain that I hide
The sun might be shining but inside I'm pining
A hunger for old days gone by
It used to be cool when we skipped out of school to play FIFA and stare at the sky
But it's just not the same now
I don't want the blame how
I long for this pain to subside

Down on my luck I've been running in circles again
Chasing these demons I can't seem to make go away
Round and a round 'til my face hits the ground I'm a state
I can't find the words I want you to know I'm not

Okay, aay
Not Okay, aay
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok

Down on my luck I've been running in circles
Chasing these demons I can't seem to make go
Round and a round til my face hits the ground I
Can't find the words I want you to know I'm not Okay

Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh, I'm not Ok

I'm just getting by