It's four in the morning, I'm missing Amber
Leave me alone, don't wan't nobody else
Settle for nothing, but I see Virginia
Bellowing clouds don't cloud my judgement
I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
I'm begging you, I'm begging you
I made it this far, I've gone all night
Counting the days though I'll never forget
Challenging moments, a miserable romance
A toxic relationship now over
I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you,
I'm begging you, I'm begging you
You always told me you loved me
But after the years of pain and rejection
These just became words
Meaningless ones
I have learnt that I cannot control the uncontrollable
No matter how old I am I will always desire a relationship with you
I think about you every day
I wish the past could be changed but it can't
Only the future is in our hands
Your healing is a path only in your control
My journey of healing has begun and is a long road ahead
I love you and I always will