Sidaka - Twins Lyrics

I wanna die but I can't fantasize
When a bullet is flying past to change my mind
When I noticed the real world is not really fine
When I noticed that true love is not really fine
Like the glitter that covers the sky might be a sign
To be yourself and not worry because you'll still shine
Like a diamond in mud but blood drips in its past
From the doubt to ambitions I still feel like I'm last
Feeling down but these drugs dont get me up
So I liter in my lungs to save the earth
So my daughter can put me 10 deep in the dirt
While the street lights plays she prays will I still grow
If I grow up old will you water my mold
Like a four eye demon will always haunt my soul?
For believing in two religions and one is myself
And to stop with these self doubts and worry about my health?
He was young but a old soul in his heart
Like a blind bat he had nowhere to start
He don't blow polls or smoke for the hoes or the art
He just needed relief before it takes him apart
Like burned off skin you better leave your mark
F*cking bleeding through bandages trying pick my scars
Trying to say that I'm lame cuz I'm ascending like a arc
Or I'm done entertaining for all you fiends in a park
These shorties don't love you like yo sid are getting better
I'll rather just take my chances with a sun flower she loves me never
Still blossom when the weather changes
Im back stroking through these muddy problems
If she don't drown with me like deep letters
I don't f*ck with hoes that's desperate measures
My worst of time so photogenic
My milestones so Helen Keller
My Mind stoned spinning like propellers
But I build bridges just to stay together
My Low depression
These expectations
I'm more than faded I'm drunk working like
Mr.Lahey man I'm running shit
Rest in power man I won't submit
Scared artist that won't commit
And the weak artist that still exist
Ying yang and we all twins
These thangs make us all twins
Scared artist that won't commit
And the weak artist that still exist
Ying yang and we all twins
These thangs make us all twins
No flashes, In the shadows with it
All my niggas know that I'm out feelings
It's All disrespect and Im steady sinning
Till Sunday rises now I'm back it
Full of answers man you know everything
You grown now you want everything
In this odd future burn everything
But when Business comes don't know anything
These people paying for attention
Most people just need to Listen
These niggas living for a moment
Whole time niggas can't focus
Sirens flaring
In the distance
Alley pissing
Pulled up on me
Glock tucked
Hands up nigga don't move
Cuz this .9 got dance moves
We all twins
We all the twins
Just alike