shmobb - Affliction Lyrics

Tell me what it feel like
I been lost in my psyche
Warding off the bad energy
Go get the sage right
Lyricist or playwright
Always down the wayside
I been chillin' lakeside
In my dreams of daylight
Feel like Layne Staley I been down inside a hole
Stuck up in my ways lately no where else to go
Stained upon a page faintly, ink is getting old
Mental been a cage daily, jumpin off the rope
Feedback on negativity
Craving femininity
Looking for a person to love and raise a mini me
But lacking flexibility
Only talkin mentally
Facade look like a smile
Inside I'm drowning steadily
Do my best to tread the water
In my chest I dread the horror
Do my best to spread a quarter
Pace myself by smoking shorter
Build myself like brick and mortar
Break ourselves with these disorders
Slap a smile on my face and see my family like performers
I know it's f*cked up, I get twisted
Nightmares been so vivid
Digging through my past so I can stomp on this affliction
Depression my addiction
It's such a contradiction I been lost in my conviction
Digging through my past so I can
Digging through my past so I can stomp on this affliction
Digging through my past so I can stomp on this affliction
Don't tell me that you feel me if you ain't been in my position