Can't make sense of it all
Pieces they slip from the wall
Through my fingers, I continue to fall
Resentment from every angle
I'm playing the cards I was dealt
You told me I was worth nothing, Then how is my apology felt
How could these sorrys have helped.
Those words off the top like an Indian warrior scalps
Cut the shit this dont cut it
And if it is what it wasnt then f*ck
It I'll cut it myself.
From so immaculate to so degenerate
I checked the Diagnosis myself
Depression is infecting my confessions by Compressing my intentional blessings and it's effecting my actions with self satisfaction that couldn't even be asking for help.
No air
I'm bleeding and your leaving
And there is not another word left here to say
Because me asking is like asking for ass kicking myself
So how do we know which way I should go
Every end of the road is a death sentence
So I'm going to leave it because I don't believe it
It's like the testament is testifying against myself
From so amazing to so degrading
The cut will bleed unintended
When it's time to deceive
Your wound will bleed
While you're begging for help
Because you say I'm crazy
But really I'm focused
You don't see that because of your narcissistic makes ballistic holes through yourself
Be realistic
You don't listen
Envision
And I'll be gone by the time it is felt.
No air
Turning purple
Blue lips before death
Overdosing
No air