Baffled (Bleeding) Video (MV)

Surrounded by the wrong people
Wrong things
Energy load kinda precious
So I protect with my essence
Lotta heavy focus on just being
Like noticing I'm alive
But checked out in a meeting
Negative self talk means defeating
Self in battle, but two fold
With depression from Seattle
Suede God said, Apologize Later
Told my inner self I'd do this favor

I wanna stay in place, but it just can't wait
Been bleeding out my skull like it's a f*ckin' race
You wanna earn respect, you show face
But introversion heavy like a bus on a lake
With thin ice in spring time, you get yours, I get mine
All that bullshit
Social nausea like polluted oceans
Mood on roller skates, drink a potion, now I'm back at the wheel
It's all about the feel, if that ever off, bet these wheels gonna peel
I won't stick around for fake endorsements or inflations
Of egos or otherwise, period, statement
Got enough to cognize

Like being baffled by my placement
I stay introspective a like labyrinth seen from space kid
Like a spider on the wall in the shower or your basement
Observations ball of crystal, saw the future where you rage quit
Codependent on the love that never came so you blamed it
I sat with anguish found who made it