Lacerate my throat to get away from this pain
F*ck living life put two shots to my brain
Laughing with you but i'm crying in the rain
Trying to feel a bit of happiness but happiness is just plain
I don't want to be breathing in this place
I still want to die with my kneck in a lace
Yeah my hearts still going but at a slow pace
My love for you has been gone without a trace
I once trusted you but now your an enemy
I have to admit I get caught up in all this jealousy
Going insane might catch a few felonies
All this stressin got me feeling depressed mentally
I told myself I won't cut myself anymore
Now it's getting worse my hearts now numb and sore
Seems like everyday waking up is a war
Happiness gets washed up like water on the shore
Lacerate my throat to get away from this pain
F*ck living life put two shots to my brain
Laughing with you but i'm crying in the rain
Trying to feel a bit of happiness but happiness is just plain
I don't want to be breathing in this place
I still want to die with my kneck in a lace
Yeah my hearts still going but at a slow pace
My love for you has been gone without a trace