Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain
I'll be the same even if I have a chain
I may look okay but the happiness I drain
Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain
Everyones like hold up wait why are you sad
Sorry but I can't answer that Ima bit mad
When you get the fame, will you be glad?
No, I'll always remember the hate I had
I'm dead inside am I still alive
I don't know if out in the world I'll even survive
F*ck growing up I'd rather be the age of five
Leave me the f*ck alone like 24/7 non stop strive
Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain
I'll be the same even if I have a chain
I may look okay but the happiness I drain
Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain
Feeling depressed every single day
F*ck living life is all I have to say
Walk into the room people don't even say hey
I don't think I'm worth it In my death bed I lay
I say a lot how I want to die
Only because In my bed everyday I cry
Not takin no shit gonna knock the bitch out and say bye
F*ck all these bitches all these friends are a lie
Waking up everyday feeling the damn pain
I'll be the same even if I have a chain
I may look okay but the happiness I drain
Been sad why don't I shoot myself in my brain