Oh what a beautiful mess
Take a bath in the stress
Smoke to the face
Wonder if it lasts any less
So much gas in my chest
I'm f*cking gasping for breath
They wonder if I'm ok
Well the answer has to be yes
No matter how big a disaster it gets
Til' I'm blasted to bits
I guess the only thing I'm asking is this
Why the f*ck you gotta act like a bitch
Every day you seem to add to the list of shit you need to exist
I'm easily pissed
I know that's why I'll hardly be missed
Laughing at death more and more the closer it gets
I don't f*ck with anybody anymore
And I get bored and forget about it all
I get sunk in the pit of nothing
I might as well say f*ck it and then f*ck it again
I know misery love company so look for a friend
Acting like you aint been looking
It's ok to pretend
Even if it's all the way to the end
Ok time to begin
You see that mountain
I'ma climb it again
Time and time again
I do what I can
See the branches on the trees are gonna move with the wind
And they'll take it til' they can't
I wonder whose gonna win
We all know whose gonna win
A half an hour I'll be smoking again
Time and time again I do what I can
See me let my hair down
Watch it move with the wind
And now it's me against the world
I wonder who's gonna win
We all now who's gonna win
You know I love to teach a loser to win
Such a beautiful thing
I got this shit in my veins
Aim for nothing to change
Hey just doing my thang
Way to ruin a good thing
I love when I feel pain
Every other week it's not a bad idea to check if I'm still sane
Bipolar high roller coaster in my brain
High roller I told that bitch he can kick rocks in flip flops
If you wanna play homie just watch
I been lost
Look into the eyes and they're blood shot
Asking why and I reply why the f*ck not
Must not sound appetizing to just stop
Make it to the top and jump off
Forget all of that pissing and moaning
Man I been going since like six in the morning
Man I get lifted I'm floating above it all
Yea it's hard not to notice
I do have my moments
But shit I should be good by the morning
It's ok time to begin
You see that mountain
I'ma climb it again
Time and time again
I do what I can
See the branches on the trees are gonna move with the wind
And they'll take it til' they can't
I wonder whose gonna win
We all know whose gonna win
A half an hour I'll be smoking again
Time and time again I do what I can
See me let my hair down
Watch it move with the wind
And now it's me against the world
I wonder who's gonna win
We all now who's gonna win
