RSC - ANXIETY! Lyrics

Plagued by the things I left behind
There's changes happening in my mind
Oh, things seem to go too quick
I'm not sure I can keep up with it

Potential and purpose mixing with doubt
Gotta find myself
And a way out

When will this war end
Drowning in the deep end
Stuck in my own head
Am I good enough?
Where did the air go?
Thoughts unreliable
Shut up, shut up, shut up
(Oh no)

Three steps back, now I'm on my knees
Begging that someone will help me find relief
The one that I'm fighting is me
Me and this anxiety

(The one that I'm fighting is me
Me and this anxiety)

The sky feels empty
So I'm talking to my mother
She tells me
This war isn't over

I am just a mess of teeth and need
Wanting perfection, I'm willing to bleed

It's getting so hard to
Put up these fists
I thought I was
Better (better)
Better than this

When will this war end
Drowning in the deep end
Stuck in my own head
Am I good enough?
Where did the air go
Thoughts unreliable
Shut up, shut up, shut up
(oh no)

Three steps back, now I'm on my knees
Begging that someone will help me find relief
The one that I'm fighting is me
Me and this anxiety

(The one that I'm fighting is me
Me and this anxiety)

Clawing at the image in the mirror
Talking like it's me, (me), (me) from the future
Please
Am I on a hero's journey?
I'm begging for a glimpse at what's in front of me
Like
Am I happy?
Have I done it?
Can I unclench my fists?
Am I okay?
Did the fear go away?

When will this war end
Drowning in the deep end
Stuck in my own head
Am I good enough?
Where did the air go
Thoughts unreliable
Shut up, shut up, shut up

Three steps back, now I'm on my knees
Begging that someone will help me find relief
The one that I'm fighting is me
Me and this anxiety