Rounding Third - Tough Luck Lyrics

I've got some wishful thoughts that help mend the ache
They aid to pass the time, to steady and sedate
And I'll to my best to try to keep it straight
But I don't think I have you
And when you're in your room as you sit and debate
"The thought is just too much, I guess he'll have to wait"
You know I hate those words, I hate this time and place
I'm just dreading this next year

Feeling the pressure now
Always hate when you're not around
Do you think about what I said?
Or do you take it all into offense?

I'm sick of all the things you do to me
Account for nights that I can't seem to sleep
Do you carry on so easily?
Do you carry on so easily?
You told me that you had to leave
Fled your place so I could be at ease
You way on me so heavily
Yeah, you way on me so heavily

And if you're gone do we talk?
Do I stay away?
Even if we keep in touch it won't be the same
Move along like you do, tuck the pain away
Does it hurt to think about how things used to be?
I'm crushed, you're gone. Hope you found your place
And at least I know you're leaving cause of "better things"
I've got bitter thoughts that help build the clots
Because I can't replace you

Do you carry on so easily?
You way on me so heavily

I hope when you think of me you smile
I'm so sick of what you do to me