Bury these thoughts in the back of my head
Biting at my tongue to taste the blood instead
So that you won't have a clue
Try to brush it off and fake a smile
I'm sorry if I'm distant I've been sinking for miles
Well put yourself into my shoes
I'm doing my best to keep my head on straight
It's hard to keep going when things feel strange
Try to grasp everything around me
Unfamiliar places and faces surrounding
Searching for the things that keep me going
But the anchor on my ankle keeps f*cking pulling
Try to grasp everything around me
Unfamiliar places and faces surrounding
Searching for you cause you're the only
Thing that made me feel like I was something
And things change quickly like how I'm feeling when it comes to me and you
But I couldn't change even if I wanted
So I'll just have to go about it
It's how I am, not always so bliss
I didn't choose to feel like this