ROTC - N Lyrics

She said that she care
But my heart know That's a trap
Yeah I'm tryna find myself
Like I'm searchin' for A map
Cause I've been MIA no track
Yeah I'm tryin' my best to be the bigger person
Even when my heart gets stabbed
We all slowly dying
So I'd rather die inside your arms and
Watch the world end
Yea i'll hold you till we all burn out like it's Pompeii

If we're being honest I don't really know nothin
It's my first life but it feels like it's been dozens
No one really know me
I just let them make assumptions

It's easier that way
Dont want no one to do no jugglin For me
Y'all already got a lot on your plate
Don't got no room for me
I'll just run from my problems and go to sleep

Indiana Jones but I'm just looking for peace
Why everybody f*ckin' with my head like
I've been stuck like a deer staring at headlights
Every time you hurt me I say it's alright

But the deeper the deeper the knife goes
Yeah I'm an anti-social yeah my eyes closed
Yeah I'm sorry if I come off like an asshole
Yeah it's not on purpose my brain's havin' battles
I've been getting pulled deeper inside the shadows

She said that she care
But my heart know That's a trap
Yeah I'm tryna find myself
Like I'm searchin' for A map
Cause I've been MIA no track
Yeah I'm tryin' my best to be the bigger person
Even when my heart gets stabbed
We all slowly dying
So I'd rather die inside your arms and
Watch the world end
Yea i'll hold you till we all burn out like it's Pompeii