Rose Eva - Paperweight (Kindest Disaster) Lyrics

Dying slowly, dying slowly
Beneath the earth, under four feet
Is it worth it? Aren't we hurting
Hold me strongly, hurt me softly
Dying to tell my friends one good lie
Trying to not spell it out on my face
Drying the anger out of my eyes
Dying to pull something out of place
If you could help me explode
Kindest disaster ever
And I would write about us if I had pen and paper
If I was old enough to love, I'd know it's not forever
When I die you self destruct
We're going down together
Dying slowly, going under
Beneath the earth, hold me under
I know I'm young but I'm still learning
Hold me firmly, hurt me longer
Dying to tell my friends one good lie
Trying to not spell it out on my face
Drying the anger out of my eyes
Dying to pull something out of place
If you could help me explode
Kindest disaster ever
And I would write about us if I had pen and paper
If I was old enough to love, I'd know it's not forever
When I die you self destruct
We're going down
I can't deny the fact that this is what I need
Why is it in every song and every part of me
Something just lingers on from your vaporary
Don't underestimate the time it takes to leave
If you could help me explode
Kindest disaster ever
And I would write about us if I had pen and paper
If I was old enough to love, I'd know it's not forever
When I die you self destruct
We're going down