I'm f*cking over this
I feel like shit
I don't want to start again
Or find new friends
I'm just another tag along that doesn't fit
I'll never hold a meaningful relationship
I'm fifteen hundred miles away
From anyone who wished that I would stay
You don't want to hear me sad
It's such a drag
I could be the perfect match
And you'd still pass
I could never spark the light or hold a match
To anyone you've ever had
The thoughts that come up every day
Are all the things I wished that I would say
The choices that I make, they're not the greatest for my health's sake
I'll show interest to your face, then I'll let it go
The only other way that I could picture getting better
Is getting comfortable with being on my own
I'm a catalyst to happiness
A malcontent and sappy mess
I'd tell myself I'm glad you left
If I could only catch my breath
I'll keep it movin'
And carry a mindset that's ruined
No confidence left with the posture to prove it
I think in excess of a time when I knew that
At 30 I wouldn't be looking for you
If we're really meant to be
I'll assume we'll never meet or get to see
The choices that I make, they're not the greatest for my health's sake
I'll show interest to your face, then I'll let it go
The only other way that I could picture getting better
Is getting comfortable with being on my own
The choices that I make, they're not the greatest for my health's sake
I'll show interest to your face, then I'll let it go
The only other way that I could picture getting better
Is getting comfortable with being on my own
