RIOTIC - WAKE UP Lyrics

I fall asleep
I don't dream
No I wake up screaming from nightmares
Chasing monsters that I know aren't right there
And I lose, sleep

Would anything have changed this
I'm wondering but why when
It's taking up my time and
The happiness is pretend

And I've read the miracles all around
So what's different that stopped you from getting off the ground
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up
And I've heard the apologies but they don't know the pain
Any tears I try to stop will keep the outcome the same
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up

I cry in my sleep
I die in my dreams
Sometimes I wonder how it's like to pass away
Cause I only know the other side of that story
And I lose sleep

Would anything have changed this
I'm wondering, but why when
It's taking up my time and
The happiness is pretend

And I've read the miracles all around
So what's different that stopped you from getting off the ground
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up
And I've heard the apologies but they don't know the pain
Any tears I try to stop will keep the outcome the same
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up

And goddamnit, it's one hell of a surprise party
A heart attack and a half inside my own memory
If I could go back, I would change it all but I'm sorry
There's no turning back now

And I've read the miracles all around
So what's different that stopped you from getting off the ground
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up
And I've heard the apologies but they don't know the pain
Any tears I try to stop will keep the outcome the same
Why couldn't you wake up
Why wouldn't you wake up

Why couldn't you wake up