Window Pain Video (MV)

Heartbroken pain
Hurt clearly and it's see through
I don't greet with dap and smiles
First I like to read the room
Hurt and confused
My heart as cold as an igloo
Misguided, abused
They still think that you the old you
From the outside looking in
Probably wonder why I act so ugly
From the outside looking in
It might easy for y'all to judge me
But f*ck you
You don't know shit
Except some of the old shit that I did
I'm talking suicidal shit I used to slit my wrist
I don't got a problem talking about it
I admit it
Reminiscing inside my feelings
Pay the past a visit
Had me clocking in therapy like check-ups at the dentist
The past, they'll never get me
Guess we got a bad chemistry
Man f*ck em I don't feel em
In public eyes, I'll be the enemy
That's what set us apart lil nigga
I guess that's the difference
Between me and you niggas
I don't care for y'all opinions
Like I always said
"Same nigga with a million or listeners nigga"
Feel it from the beat
I like to let my soul bleed
Yelling and weeping
I can hear my soul scream
To overcome my demons
Had to get down on both knees
And I don't ever want my God to leave abandon me
So please, aye
Don't try me nigga
Or I promise. Somebody gonna be dying nigga
Already know I'm grimy nigga
Pass the torch ima light a nigga
Ain't the first time somebody tried me nigga
Look me in my eye lil nigga
Shit get shiesty nigga
Already know you don't like me nigga
If you don't know me
And to the public
Bet you thinking that I'm soft
Can say I did this or that
Yeah but what about what I saw?
When I couldn't figure out what's wrong
Got mad and started punching walls
Old friend went against me
I hit him, damn near broke his jaw
He tried to run off with an ounce
And I had hawked that nigga down
My homeboy acting scary
Pussy act like he ain't wanna find him
Same homeboy prolly plotting to set me up
Had to cut him off
Sit back and pay attention
A lot of this shit false
Tell me what's really up
You find out half these niggas scary
Bold as hell up in a inbox
See me in public, he just staring
Went to the club
Security act like they scared to f*cking check me
These the same loudest niggas
That be fronting around these women
I seen death a thousand times like it's staring in the mirror
Bitch I tried to kill myself
How you think you scaring me
Hate I treat my parents like shit
Girl you think you stressing me
I can't give y'all all my energy
Still to busy watching me
Feel it from the beat
I like to let my soul bleed
Yelling and weeping
I can hear my soul scream
To overcome my demons
Had to get down on both knees
And I don't ever want my God to leave abandon me
So please, aye
Don't try me nigga
Or I promise. Somebody gonna be dying nigga
Already know I'm grimy nigga
Pass the torch ima light a nigga
Ain't the first time somebody tried me nigga
Look me in my eye lil nigga
Shit get shiesty nigga
Already know you don't like me nigga
Feel it from the beat
I like to let my soul bleed
Yelling and weeping
I can hear my soul scream
To overcome my demons
Had to get down on both knees
And I don't ever want my God to leave abandon me
So please, aye
Don't try me nigga
Or I promise. Somebody gonna be dying nigga
Already know I'm grimy nigga