Renere - ffmpeg Lyrics

When I see the glistening hairs
Covering your arms barely contained by your shirt
It feels like there's a dagger going through me
And it stabs so deep that it hurts

I'm enamoured by the way you move
Masculinity's not an effort to you
Don't you know there's a dagger going through me
And it pierces my whole body right through

'Cause when I look in the mirror someone like you
Is who I want to see
Not me
And when I look in the mirror
I just think...

I want to be a real man
And I want to be with a man
I want to be a real man
And I want to be with a man

Now you go home to your wife
Now you go home to your family
And it's hard not to feel a sting
Remembering all the things kept from me

'Cause I am so tired of the forced normativity
That is shoved to me
Making me feel as if I'm incomplete
Complete...

Sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself
And sometimes I don't even feel like a human

Sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself
And sometimes I don't even feel like a human

Sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself
And sometimes I don't even feel like a human

Sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself
('Cause when I look in the mirror someone-)
(And when I look in the mirror)
And sometimes I don't even feel like a human
('Cause when I look in the mirror someone-)
(And when I look in the mirror)

Sometimes I feel so disgusted with myself
('Cause when I look in the mirror someone-)
('Cause when I look-)
(And when I look in the mirror)
(And when I look-)
And sometimes I don't even feel like a human
('Cause when I look in the mirror someone-)
('Cause when I look-)
(And when I look in the mirror)
(And when I look-)