I'm losing control of myself
And I'm not sure how to ask for help
I'm trying to find some standing
And I hope that these anxieties
Are something that's only passing
And I know that you've been trying
This is a song you'll play for your friends
They'll say I went off the deep end
And I know we fell off track
But I can't leave the past in the past
But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions
And I think I hate it
Don't wanna live like this anymore
If I could lose myself and become someone else
I'd learn from their mistakes
I'd go through their own hell
Maybe this year I'll focus on myself
I think it's time to admit
I think I need help
This is a song you'll play for your friends
They'll say I went off the deep end
And I know we fell off track
But I can't leave the past in the past
But you're twisting and pulling my arm into different directions
And I think I hate it
Don't wanna live like this anymore
We're getting much better everyday
Stuck in my head
Again and again
I always knew this would happen
