Demons & Bad Habits Video (MV)

I'm losing ground with every sin
As I'm drowning deeper within
My own skin
I've been taking steady doses of self-indulgence
Cause "Doctor Substance" has been
Prescribing the wrong medication

I feel like I'm insane
For thinking I was improving
I thought that victory was mine to claim
But it's not over yet
It's not over yet

I befriended my demons
They're helping me learn to move on
Cause I never learned to move on
And I've embraced the bad habits
I'm weak, but they made me feel strong
I'm so weak but they made me feel strong
Until I've dug a hole so deep
And the light has dimmed away
That's when his hand reached out to me
And he said "son, it'll be okay"

My self-respect has gone and faded
And any love that I had for myself
Has deteriorated away
Leaving fragments to a hollow shell
Of a hopeless idiot

I feel like I'm insane
For thinking that I've seen the end
But the battle rages on
Via sneak attack
That brought the fight back to me

I befriended my demons
They're helping me learn to move on
Cause I never learned to move on
And I've embraced the bad habits
I'm weak, but they made me feel strong
I'm so weak but they made me feel strong
Until I've dug a hole so deep
And the light has dimmed away
That's when his hand reached out to me
And he said "son, it'll be okay"

And now, what have I got left to lose
When all my efforts amounted to nothing
And what have I left ot gain
When all I wanted, I've already lost

I befriended my demons
Cause I can't move on
And I've embraced the bad habits because I'm weak
And they're the only thing that ever made me feel strong

I'm so sick of my demons
They hurting me more they help
I just can't do this anymore
And I can't take these bad habits
They're ruining me
On the inside and out
Now I've dug a hole so deep and
I miss the light of day
That's when his hand reached out to me
And he said "son, it'll be okay"
His hand reached out to me
And he said "son, it'll be okay"
God, you're reaching out to me
And you've called me your son
Everything's okay