Catharsis Video (MV)

I've hit my breaking point
Been manipulated for far too long
There's a monster living rent-free
Inside my head
And it's about time that he was evicted
No way no way
This won't dictate my life for me
No way no way
I'll just scream and I'll scream
And I'll scream and I'll scream
Catharsis
Catharsis
Catharsis
So cathartic

I will never be controlled again
Not by panic and not by fear
I will get better
Not just for me
But for everyone that I've had worried
I will never be controlled again
Not by panic and not by fear
Don't care what my mental health does next
I swear I'm gonna live my life to the fullest

Let me tell it to you straight
I have suffered from this
For years of my life
I've been to hospitals because of it
I've fainted
At home
At church
And at work
It's even driven me to the point of
Wanting to kill myself
But today is a good day for a good day
And I'm not about to let panic attacks ruin it

I will never be controlled again
Not by panic and not by fear
I will get better
Not just for me
But for everyone that I've had worried
I will never be controlled again
Not by panic and not by fear
Don't care what my mental health does next
I swear I'm gonna live my life to the fullest

What's with all these demons living inside my head huh
Why don't you all just go back to hell
Where you belong
*Vomits*
Oh oh oh oh
Go back to hell where you belong
That's the stuff
Yeah yeah
Catharsis
Sweet catharsis
Oh yeah