Reazon - 21 Lyrics

Today is my birthday
I turned 21
Don't tell me you love me
The damage is done
And you made the choices
That forced me to run
I'm sorry I'm faded
The damage is done

Today is my birthday
I turned 21
Don't tell me you love me
The damage is done
And you made the choices
That forced me too run
I'm sorry I'm faded
The damage is done


The is damage done
You left me for dead
I cannot lie
It f*cked up my head
Made me believe
I was the problem
The reason you'd leave
Over and over
And I can't believe
My morality
Was really in question
Since I was 13
Pretty ironic cause you were supposed to be
My parent
My father
The one I relied on
For these kinda things
Now I'm just sinking
My hearts in the blender
A couple shots in
And I start to remember
All of the trauma
We coulda avoided
If not for your childish ways
2 nights in December
Your back on a bender
I caught your fist
And returned one too sender
Born the protector
You played the neglecter
Abandoned your family
Now you want remorse
Too many issues to go back and forth
Don't want no love
That clearly is forced
Pray I'm not like you
When I hit my 50's
If I make it there
Then I want an award
Don't want no love
That clearly is forced
So I gotta question
If you didn't want me
Then can you please tell me
Why in the f*ck
You didn't abort
Yeah

Today is my birthday
I turned 21
Don't tell me you love me
The damage is done
And you made the choices
That forced me to run
I'm sorry I'm faded
The damage is done

Today is my birthday
I turned 21
Don't tell me you love me
The damage is done
And you made the choices
That forced me to run
I'm sorry I'm faded
The damage is done


My bias aside
Mom always told me we're a good guy
Until your first child
Then you'd start to spiral
2 decade long story of pain and denial
You were the villain
But she played her part
Harley and Joker
She followed your crazy
Until it tore her apart
You couldn't see it
To blinded by drugs and the lose of your mother
My grandma would never forgive you
Choices you made
People you hurt
Your pleasure was pain
For those in your circle
But you wouldn't get it
To focused on Jeffrey
That is the reason
You'll never be happy
Did you even think
Did you even stop
Just for a second to give it a thought
Don't tell me about struggle
I came from the bottom
Picked myself up
You threw in the towel
15 in a frenzy
I needed a job
Streets were too crazy
For a little girl
Bitch I raised your daughter
Still doin you favors
Kindness is out of this world
My biggest weakness
You see it as hatred
Maybe resentment
But tell me what choice was I left with
Don't f*ck up my message
I fought through depression
Came out the battle alive
Life is a bitch
Thankful she's mine
Your son has evolved
Jeffrey has died
You'll probably wonder
Why I went with Reazon
The answer is simple
Cause I am the Reason
The problem
The cause
So blatantly awful
A f*cking mistake
That you procreated
Dad isn't this great
No purpose
No love
No reason for being

Yea
I know that you won't
So f*ck it
I'll take the blame
Put it on my shoulders
And I'll carry us
Better than you ever could

Today is my birthday
I turned 21
Don't tell me you love me
The damage is done
And you made the choices
That forced me to run
I'm sorry I'm faded
The damage is done