Yeah
This what I get
For fighting with myself over and over again
Keep thinkin' back tryna confiscate all the time I spent
Im tryna fight the relapse but the rounds wont ever end
I cant even let no one in
I got told it wasnt shit
I got social security so dont call me by my government
Im tryna move on my time but I still cant keep up with it
I got a lot on my mind its coming out like poetry
My brudda say he look up to me
Thats real I swear it stuck with me
I took that right there personally
Gotta get right this shit keep hurtin' me
Better hold tight it aint no love in me
I cant show these niggas no courtesy
Aint no way this how this pose to be
Tryna keep myself from falling deep
My back against the wall man I do this all the time
When I start pressing play then I end up in rewind
I cant stand it
This seem like a big misunderstanding (Misunderstood)
It took my love just like a bandit
Relapsing every second
If you go cross out my heart you gone pay all the cost you gone see my damage
I got it under my belt if it pop off a nigga wont panic
Sinking like titanic
You dont get too many chances im real quick to vanish (They know whats up with me)
I stepped out my comfort zone got new fans say they f*ck with me
No miami heat if I go back then I go 3 for 3
She wanna know the lingo I speak I wont tell her more than she needs
I see all these niggas they caught up in scenes they watchin' me run to the green
They asking what do I mean I cant even sleep I swear I done seen some things
I know sometimes you wanna leave but stay by my side we can do some amazing things
Everything aint what it seem when I get on my shit man I hope they get tired of me
I hope just once in this lifetime I find peace
I swear that I didnt know
I didnt know that this would turn into my usual
So dont you f*ckin judge me or fake treat me like a pot of gold
When times was getting tough let me tell you sometthing that you didnt know
When I was falling slippin you got caught in the middle
Oh it must've been a sign I swear it wasnt accidental
See nowadays my days I barely remember
Like what the f*ck is happy days I swear Im tryna relive em again
Yeah
This what I get
For fighting with myself over and over again
Keep thinkin' back tryna confiscate all the time I spent
Im tryna fight the relapse but the rounds wont ever end
I cant even let no one in
I got told it wasnt shit
Im antisocial so dont call me by my government
Im relapsing