Feel, I feel like I'll never heal
( I'm not a rapper, I'm a artist)
In my mind, it's like a battlefield
How could you know how I feel?
They don't know how I feel
I feel like I'll never heal
In my mind it's like a battlefield
I've been going through some shit, and y'all don't even know that
Hide my pain with a smile,I cant show that
I've been fighting all these demons all the time
I feel
I was stuck in the dark, and now I shine
I was stuck in the dark, and now I shine
I stay to myself, I don't wanna go outside
Pass me the grabba, and mix it with the za
Numb to the pain, so I always get high
Everything feel better when I'm high (when I'm high)
And this real feelings,
I'm thinking about you right now I need you here,
Life ain't fair
Ever since you died,
I've been asking God why
Why she had to die?,
Why you took her from my side?
And this shit hurt, I ain't even gonna lie
(Sometimes I wish heaven had a phone)
I ain't even gonna lie
(You're not here, I don't know who to call)
This shit hurt, I ain't even gonna lie
(It's like all the time, I feel alone)
And this shit hurt, I ain't even gonna lie (Lie)
And this shit hurt,
And this shit hurt
(I'm not a rapper, I'm an artist)
(Run It Back Gen)
They don't know how I feel
I feel like I'll never heal
In my mind it's like a battlefield
I've been going through some shit, and y'all don't even know that
Hide my pain with a smile,I cant show that
I've been fighting all these demons all the time
I feel
I was stuck in the dark, and now I shine
I was stuck in the dark, and now I shine
I stay to myself, I don't wanna go outside
Pass me the grabba, and mix it with the za
Numb to the pain, so I always get high
Everything feel better when I'm high
(When I'm high)