Jaded Video (MV)

Put the blade to my wrist and I'm gone
Light a spliff in my name, skip rocks by the pond
Ease your pain how you wish, pop pills to the dawn
Swerving in an out of lanes, keep the lights switched on
I've been saying this shit for so damn long
I just want you by my side no matter where we are
And I still see your reflection inside that pond
You know my heart, you've got it all, I fall so hard
Said this 9 to 5 shit ain't really working too well
Every day I wake up, feel I'm designed to fail, I mean
I really just wish I had a soul to sell
But as of lately I'm so jaded, feeling cold as hell
Think I trust too much
I think I hate myself
I take drugs too much
Pills on the shelf
I don't sleep enough
Time is hard to tell
Rain, come down hard. I think I feel hail
Scatter brained as shit
People talking and they all telling me to quit
Substances drown my soul, the kiss
Where's the pro in this?
Numb my brain, burn my body
Let me rot, ya bitch
Scatter brained as shit
People talking and they all telling me to quit
Substances drown my soul, the kiss
Where's the pro in this?
Numb my brain, burn my body
Let me rot, ya bitch