Pavlo V Mitityuk - The Denial Lyrics

What have I done what should I do
Rooster crowed 3 times everything for you
I cut the guards ear it lead me into tears
As I was watching you people were framing me
I remember what you said it scared me to death
I will strike the shepherd and the sheep will scatter
I should have believed in Him I should have prayed with Him
I shouldn't have fallen away I shouldn't have disowned Him
As I was walking in the courtyards cold and dismayed
There I saw Jesus beaten and betrayed one look at me and I began to weep
And I began to think to myself why me I had to leave the scenery
Just to think clearly and realize what's happening
That's my Savior going to die on the cross in our sights
There he is walking with cross on his body were wounds blood and everything across
I can't imagine His pain I can't imagine the weight why did it have to be this way
Why do they hate you why do they curse if all you said was true why don't they listen to you
If your God why don't you break their lies don't go on the cross and be crucified
As I saw you go to Golgotha you didn't once hesitate
There you are at the top of the hill waiting to get your blood spilled were devastated
1 hit 2 hits 3 hammer hits that's how long it took to put the painful nails in
What can I do it feels like its true why would He die just for a lie
The cross they started raising I can feel the agony I can't hear Him screaming there's now worse feeling
Than seeing a loved one die nothing but to cry His mother by our side nowhere to hide
They're giving Him vinegar and stabbing in the live while playing for His clothes
I thought the cross was for criminals what did He do besides speaking to the uncured
He taught people lessons and gave them free healing
Leaders took it as unholy and blasphemy I remember what He said
That He will rise again hard to believe since our leaders on a tree
What did Barabbas do killing and worse what did Jesus do besides speaking His word
As doubt was winning I had to let him go maybe they were right
He was probably just man nothing to God nowhere near close
As I was saying this God close my lies open my mind show me the truth you want to put before my eyes
Once again