P. Noid - If Only Lyrics

If only they knew
I don't want to be the one to tell
If only they knew

I sing all these songs
About a friend that they once had
If only they knew

They probably do
I wonder how that makes them feel
They probably do

Have you spoken to them since
Did they ever mention my name
No reason to ask, I probably shouldn't
Just sometimes I'm convinced it was all fake

You tell me they're gone but I keep peaking
I tell you it's not easy to feel safe
After I spent the summer weeping
Writing songs about the same thing

I'm sick of it yeah
That electric hum
That says I'm not done

I'm not done
No
I'm not done