Nyxsomnius - Twenty, first. Lyrics

It's stupid
This thing called love
I imagine
But it never becomes
The blushing
The longing smiles
And my daydreams
Go on for miles

And the want
And the chase
And the lies
To your face
And the words
Watered down
That I say
With a frown
With a rush
Comes the crush
Gotta keep it all hush
In my heart I hide it away

I am enchanted
But my bleeding heart is stranded
Never known teenage love
Thrill that comes, like a drug
It's like its hiding away
Desperation
Is what I see in my reflection
Gotta keep it at bay
Act like I am okay
About what I'm missing out on

We're giddy
Drunk on love
We watch the fireworks
While I'm in your shirt
Holding hands
Dancing in the rain
Put my feelings aside
Cause it's all in vain

And the want
And the chase
And the lies
To your face
And the words
Watered down
That I say
With a frown
With a rush
Comes the crush
Gotta keep it all hush
In my heart I hide it away

I am enchanted
But my bleeding heart is stranded
Never known teenage love
Thrill that comes, like a drug
It's like its hiding away
Desperation
Is what I see in my reflection
Gotta keep it at bay
Act like I am okay
About what I'm missing out on

Two times thought I maybe had a chance at love
But I threw it all away
With the mess that I became
And I'm nearly twenty years down the road
With no one to call my own
I am facing this alone

I am enchanted
But my bleeding heart is stranded
Never known teenage love
Thrill that comes, like a drug
It's like its hiding away
Desperation
Is what I see in my reflection
Gotta keep it at bay
Act like I am okay
About what I'm missing out on