Alright
It's just time I got some shit off my chest
So this one's goin out to you Samantha
I neva shoulda gone afta ya
You're a disasta
And I neva asked fo much
Or demanded anything but
Damn you abandoned me
And I'll neva undastand what
I was lacking
Or maybe it was you who learned a thing for two from your mom
And that's why you're gone
And now I'm so insecure I need to find a cure
You said that you loved me but that was manure
And now I can't maneuver through these feeling sending me reeling
Keepin me me up just starin at the ceiling
You're so uncaring
My mental state is scaring myself and those around me
I wish you had never found me
Now I'm drowning and I'm doubting there's anyone out there for me
But honestly
I'm better now even alone I have more than I had with you
I'm mad at you cuz you're still in our home well
You taught me some valuable lessons so
I'm grateful bitch
Hateful still but oh well time will tell what you were worth
It's true you're worse than bein inside a suit in a hearse
And yeah maybe Nuggos will die all alone
But I'd rather do that than dial you on the phone
You are incapable of fixing this I was unbreakable for 5 years witness this
I cried tears I didn't know I was capable of
I pasted a thousand posters around town looking for where our happy life goes
But I never found out what went down maybe your Jeremiah knows
Oh
Speaking of you ya little shit
You think you're so different with your long hair
Tattoos poetry oh you're so unique
Strumming a guitar Sssstutterin
Bummin around town but I'm bummin myself out now
Remembering again what y'all did in bed
But it doesn't even matter in the end
Like Bennington said
Oh but who am I to talk anyway
I ain't a saint not after what I did to Tyson
While you were away on St. Patrick's Day
Well hey I guess if you look at it that way I'm the one to blame
For causing all our pain
It's time for me to go away
Forever and a day
Truth is
We destroy our lives
Blame the one's who stood there right by our sides
But I'm
Gettin' better everyday
Yeah I'm
Gettin' better everyday
And I know You'll be OK
Truth is
We destroy our lives
Blame the one's who stood there right by our sides
But I'm
Gettin' better everyday
Yeah I'm
Gettin' better everyday
And I know You'll be OK
2 or 3 or 400 day ago
Lord we were so under that spell but
Lately it's been hell
Hate me if you will
But all of your regrets wont resurrect what I've killed
And that's fine I sit and I write
Until there's no more ink to be spilled
Just thinkin' back I can't believe I fill into my own trap again
And god damn I wish I could take it all back but I can't
And I wouldn't couldn't shouldn't so I move on
Write another song
Take another bong rip
Livin' exactly how I wanted
I know it's ridiculous the way I rap like this
But I'd rather be ridiculous than
Livin' with Samantha's shit
I got chips but I don't got you
I got pictures of the time's when we used to screw
I'm just jokin I deleted 'em
And I deleted you
So what boo hoo that's too many chances you blew
I flew the coop and moved on
To a new place
Not to rub it in your face
But let's go back to the 1st date
We boned after the 1st episode of Game of Thrones
I know honey it's in the past
I just think it's funny how in the last
Jon Snow stabbed that dragon queen in the heart
Did you think the same thing when you were
Watching with that faggot Steve in the dark
To be honest I miss sitting quietly enjoying your company
And to be honest I sick of writing lyrics about you
Sick of being without you
I'm missing us hugging and kissing but
Can we fix it
I think not
To be honest
I think you're a thot
But I'm still spillin ink tryna get you outta my mind
Writing line after line after line after line
And somedays I feel fine
And in good time a good one will be mine
I don't got you but I got chips
And you know what the truth is
Truth is
We destroy our lives
Blame the one's who stood there right by our sides
But I'm
Gettin' better everyday
Yeah I'm
Gettin' better everyday
And I know You'll be OK
Truth is
We destroy our lives
Blame the one's who stood there right by our sides
But I'm
Gettin' better everyday
Yeah I'm
Gettin' better everyday
And I know You'll be OK