notpooch - Deserve It Lyrics

Think you deserve it, I will not desert it
Time leaves me feeling so old and rusty
History we nourish, things that we deserve it's
Time for us to live our lives entrusting

So depraved, but never nourished
Wanted praise, so I encourage
Better days, you think we'd heard it
Battle stays, so we matured it's
Hard to say if we had learned this

Working hard, but never earnest
Labor cost feels like a furnace
Burning out til we can't cherish
Smaller things, so we'll endure it
All the pain we can't ignore it

Stay the Same, cuz I'll adore yet
Eager change tempts you right toward it

I can't think about the time
The changes we have brought
The shit that happens in life?
I guess it's all on our cost

I cut my wrist, I don't wanna talk
You were my light and now you're not
Darkness is inside my eyes, I cannot feel, I cannot talk
Numb inside, don't feel no pain, just cut my wrist, and take my brain
Shoot myself, inside the rain, I don't really care just let me say

Think you deserve it, I will not desert it
Time leaves me feeling so old and rusty
History we nourish, things that we deserve it's
Time for us to live our lives entrusting
Awooh Ahh, Why did you have to lie you know
Awooh Ahh, I trust you so much so you know

You broke my heart and broke my trust
I fell in love not fell in lust
All the time that we had spent it's useless now
It's not as much
Value as it had before
Made my love feel like a chore
Melted hearts just like a smoore
But now it's burnt there is no more

There is no more
They're rushin out
I feel my pain I feel my doubt
Everything that I had in my life is always filled with doubt

Livin hard just as it seems
Everything, they crush my dreams
All the weight and pressure in my life
Is crushing at the seams