Yeah, never thought I'd be making a song about this
I've grown though
You'd be proud
You know, um, everyone misses you a lot
Your mum told me to say hi to you in this, cause she thinks that you can hear this song
From heaven
Yeah, um, just know that we all love you, and she loves you too
Dear Jayden, I know you're watching this from the clouds,
So I'm asking with all my heart, just please come down,
Please come back, cause you need those verses on my track,
I need that instrumental, heat pack the world needs to hear your raps,
And we love you and miss you, we just want you back,
Always thought those demons were haunting your life, but now I know for a fact,
But you didn't want to make us worry,
You were looking down for us, when we didn't even have your back
You'll always be the best friend any of us have,
And all of us want to say we're sorry and please just don't be mad,
Yeah, met you in the park that one time,
I was hungry and you made that sandwich, half mine
First moment that we had together was kind,
If only I knew what was going on in your mind
Maybe I could've found some way to make you fine
Some way to make you rise,
But I failed and it ended in your demise,
So now I look up to the skies,
Praying to see you rise
That's what they tell me, but I know it's lies,
Cause you're gone, you committed suicide
Cause it felt like everyone wanted you to die,
But now everyone just wants you to come back to life,
Now everybody just wants you alive,
It hurts knowing that you're gone
It hurts, knowing I could've changed that outcome,
Cause you never really covered from the pills that took your dad,
And I never really noticed, I'm sorry for being so dumb,
I'm sorry for being no fun,
I'm sorry for not being able to stop you from making that final jump,
Just please come back, we miss you, please, I'm sorry,
Dear Jayden, I know you're watching this from the clouds,
So I'm asking with all my heart, just please come down,
Please come back, cause you need those verses on my track,
I need that instrumental, heat pack the world needs to hear your raps,
And we love you and miss you, we just want you back,
Always thought those demons were haunting your life, but now I know for a fact,
But you didn't want to make us worry,
You were looking down for us, when we didn't even have your back
You'll always be the best friend any of us have,
And all of us want to say we're sorry and please just don't be mad,
Jayden I know that you're gone,
I know that you're never gonna hear this song,
Those final words I said to you, I promise they came out wrong
This time without you has been so long,
But I'm taking your advice and quitting, all the substances that were addicting,
That dope, those shrooms, and the LSD, listing a few
Cause your death it made me new,
It kept me going through,
I promise you it's true and there was no excuse for me to be so cruel,
Remember the time we swam in your pool,
Remember the time that you were killed,
Remember the time we had that fire,
Remember the time you said goodbye,
Remember the time that you were alive,
Remember that time you f*cking died
Do you remember all the tears I cried,
Do you remember all the tears I cried,
Do you remember that time, I remember that time, it plays back in my mind,
Over and over and every time it does,
I sink a little bit lower and lower,
People keep telling me they want me to write from a dark place,
Well I'm as deep as I can get inside that forest,
So what do I do now that I'm here,
Do I chill, sit tight, and crack open a beer,
Or do I acknowledge it's the darkness I fear,
Jayden went through it alone,
But music ain't my therapy, it's my cry for help,
And no one's gonna pay attention to any one of these words,
I can say anything within this verse,
My dad's never listened which just made it worse,
It's not like I'm even being heard,
Fgbgbgbt Dirt
Those are the most poetic lyrics ever put on paper,
Cause they're open to interpretation,
But rest in peace to my brother Jayden,
Now and forever,
Save me a seat in heaven for the future,
We miss you, we miss you so f*cking much, it just hurts
Knowing that no matter what we do, none of us are ever gonna see you again,
It's a wake up call for all of us, you know, you changed a lot of our lives, not just in your death
But your life too, you just, you made everyone around you so much better and then we f*cking
Threw you away, I'm so f*cking sorry Jayden, I'm so f*cking sorry, please come back