No Small Affair - Heaven Lyrics

Where do I find the doorway
Look me in the eye and
I am just beyond the threshold of your life and

I want to feel it
The sunlight in your touch
Yeah

Now I'm the only
One awake
Inside an alien dream

Floating on in silence
I sense
The essence
Cinereous and dry
My feathers to heavy to fly

I'm in heaven
Watching in a telescopic view
My fingers
Burned to ash by the sun I once pursued
I'm in heaven
Stretched out and unnatural
Alone in my shipwreck finding
Cataracts in my eyes so blinding

Once knew the garden
Once knew lavender and light
I am just beyond the threshold of your life
And I want to go back
But my body won't survive
Yeah

I'm grasping at the darkness
Hoping I can capture the light
Why is this city so cold
Your memory's my science
I'm choosing
This illness
I know I have to try
But still I'm too heavy to fly

I'm in heaven
Watching in a telescopic view
My fingers
Burned to ash by the sun I once pursued
I'm in heaven
Weighed down by the ugliness of truth
My heart is
Clawing at the mirror of my youth

What it was like
To have colours growing
Water flowing around
An island in space
Surrounded by possibility
Not sure but I see you soaring
How I envy you
You're just out of reach

And now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do

Im in heaven
Desiccated
The magic evaporates
I'm in heaven
Watching through the fractured glass
I can't go back from tomorrow
Can't illuminate faded sorrow
I'm in heaven
Watching through the fractured glass
I can't go back from tomorrow
Can't illuminate faded sorrow

I can't go back