With a pit in my stomach and my heart on my sleeve I stumbled in and chose a back row seat
Heard all your words, trembled at your prayers. Something brought me back to these rooms, these chairs
And I would learn in months to come that no human force could make up this sum
I'm getting off that kerosene
Someone give me nicotine, oh
Met a man, came from the east, I let him talk his wisdom right past me
And in the exchange he opened his hand; a token and the love of a bigger man
I saw who I want to be. God bless them change me
I'm getting off that kerosene
Someone give me nicotine, oh
I remember the days when I was young enough to still believe this is fun
Dozing off in the afternoon. Wake up 5 years later in this room
I would have ran my legs to death. Then dragged myself along on my chest
I'm getting of that kerosene long enough to make me believe I'm fine
I need a plan. Help me see
Someone give me some nicotine, oh
Nicotine. Nicotine