Nigel Moore - Manufactured Lyrics

I'd rather see you high then watch you endure withdrawals sometimes It's miserable to love
But so easy to fall
I miss the days when god was right above the clouds and you just a child untouched by human doubt
I'd feel it for you but that manufactured misery
Then what use would you have for me
I wanna let go but I can't
I wanna let go but I cant
I wanna not know but I do I wanna be it all for you
I wanna let go but I can't I wanna let go but I can't But I will
And still
I'd rather see you high then never at all
But you let the shame do the talking when I call
So I don't
I miss the days when I didn't have to guess I just knew where you were
But maybe where you are is best
And you'll walk in those doors
Drenched in manufactured misery
And get some use out of people like me
I wanna let go but I can't
I wanna let go but I cant
I wanna not know but I do I wanna be it all for you
I wanna let go but I can't I wanna let go but I can't
If I do
Then who
Don't even think about changing him
Don't even think about changing him
Don't even think about shaming him
When I'm not even blaming him
I wanna let go but I can't
I wanna let go but I cant
I wanna not know but I do I wanna be it all for you
I wanna let go but I can't I wanna let go but I can't
I wanna let go but I can't
I wanna let go but I cant
I wanna not know but I do I wanna be it all for you
I wanna let go but I can't I wanna let go but I can't