Nickfs - When I Go Lyrics

Now I know that people got they own opinion on me
All I know is that I'ma keep it f*ckin' G while pushing P
Money, power, respect, is all you need
And in them streets, you better be clutchin' the motherf*ckin' heat
I do it so I don't die
My granny tell me she don't wanna see me fly
I seen it in my dreams, that's why I'm gettin' high
I push the pain away cause they keep tellin' lies
Only wanna see my demise
And where I grew up, we only had to do what was right
Ain't had no guns, we had our hands up and ready to fight
Cause niggas ain't even think about takin' other niggas life
But now we ridin' round with Glocks in our pants, make sure that it's tight
Yeah, that's how it be now
Everywhere I go, I gotta clutch my heat now
Cause niggas tweak about anything, even a female
And I don't know, he just might wanna hit me down
And I can't go out like that, man, that can't be my road
Already feelin' down, depressed, man, I feel alone
So tell me who gon' hurt when I really f*ckin' go
Can name a couple people, but that shit just hurt my soul
Yeah
Mmm
That shit just hurt my soul