I can't believe my ears
All that I can hear
Are my own complaints
I swore it off this year
But I've taken every chance
To double down on it
I show the worst parts of me
My chipping teeth, my cavities
My projections, all my ego's filthy lies
I don't know when to stay out of it
To let it go, to learn to sit
And feel more than this emptiness
The weight of all my words
It's so f*cking absurd
They cause so much pain
When it's really about me
And a sense of scarcity
It's not what you deserve
I show the worst parts of me
My chipping teeth, my cavities
My projections, all my ego's filthy lies
I wanna share the better me
My open heart, my honesty
And know that I live with open eyes
I'll learn when to stay out of it
To let it go, to learn to sit
And feel into this endlessness
And feel into this endlessness
And feel into this endlessness