Natural Habits - Denial + Error (feat. Killatime) Lyrics

I wouldn't dream of fumblin' lettin' it go
The more to my belief, the less I know
At least I'm in control
Tried to take a stab in the dark and the handle broke
But it never took me too far whether or not you're gonna make me do it
Good habits but a bad influence
Deva-Deva you know that I had to do it
Need to clear my mind so I load a bowl of ginkgo-biloba
Like Paul Rabíl I go coast to coast, but
No love, don't front, no one gave me shit
The world f*cked me so I went out and took that motha f*cka's bitch

Back when my fear and trepidation would rival my patience
A higher power would fire the likeness of any perpetrators
Turn up the faders, clippin' dirty like sponge and razors
Illuminate 'em, faces made in the sacred acres
I just remembered that memories keep the mind from agin'
At least I hope when I open my mind it isn't jaded
Intimidated by liars I'm complicated by priors
What am I 'posed to do when the plan I've been havin' backfires

We better quit playin' with them niggas, haha
I ain't underestimatin' them niggas they got nuclears cuz
Impossible, there's no way they coulda made it outta here on time!
I beg to differ!
Removing the victim's head

Feel like I'm havin' trouble sleepin'
It's deep and my body's weakened
I must be dreamin' I open my eyes and I just see demons
I'm killin' 'em winnin' like it's my season but I still f*ckin see 'em
Got me wonderin' "what's the f*ckin' reason?"
At least I got a decency to keep it G
Advisin' hatin' niggas not to even speak to me
Decided recently it's not me it's the beast in me
So I guess that this time I gotta make 'em see (Make em see, Make em see)

Never had no problem adaptin'
I could get a god damn reaction outta Darwin if I had to fill a bathtub with cement, yeah
Cause we in the thick of it, uh
Spent like the past six wrappin' plastic now it's all in paper
As an addict I am spastic with sporadic nature
Used to have it then I lost it now I have it and I'm exhausted
I'm panicked, I'm nauseous, I'm manically soft-spoken cause society broken

Long time comin' but I'm on the map
Fiends on the block don't know how to act
Gonna get me a bitch like Doja Cat
It ain't me to get caught when I'm in the act
Only give a god damn if your ass fat
I could give a god damn if you rap fast
Chika-chika-chika-chika f*ck that
Slippin' the liquor in leather jacket
When I'm on the mic man it's automatic and I bring that ruckus like pots and pans did
Deva-DevAnni with viable tactic, reliable I is
Got a couple of gold digits, touch of midas
All up in my iris, give a shit if I fit in a crusty bitch lip, don't try to bite this
Goodbye bitch